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germs that mean love [Jul. 20th, 2005|08:04 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |baby thunder]
[edible sounds |grand buffet, faint, BEP, johnny cash, minus the bear]

ive forgotten about this site and all of its contents. so. umm,,,,,, breasts.



i will write when i feel like it.
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(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2005|09:07 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[edible sounds |bloodbrothers,ff2l,dean martin, distilllers, patrick wolf]

blah blah blah blah blah, im back and updated.





i want 309482340 comments, NOW!








dedicated to: keepontruckinbaby
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for the several bones in your body that always creek when you move them. [Dec. 21st, 2004|05:06 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
i wish i could die, die in a toxic spill. and then wake up in a purple-lit room with violets and hibiscus wrapping around my limbs. id hope for it to all be able to fall apart with the sub sonic whispering breath of an infant girl standing above my grave. from this point id float in the air like an airbourne germ and id sicken the ones i love and give immunity to the ones that bother me the most. i wish i could turn to liquid, liquid that could be able to flow through a body, transmitting the electric currents and the coldest sensation youd ever want to feel. i wish that i could tie myself up with electricity and power the entire population of glowing jelly fish and other bioluminescent creatures of the deep. i wish i could die, die in the ocean and then someday be found ontop of a newly formed mountain, just like the sea shells you find on top of the Grand Canyon. i wish i could be burried into red clay, i wish i could be a lime deposit in a cave, i wish i could be acid rain, i wish i could be the sulfer smoke from a fire work lit at exactly the wrong time. i wish that i were a blade of grass that stains designer jeans when you might fall, and i wish that i were a map that somebody could fold up the wrong way each time. to make a statement like a spray of fire coming off of a whale's back when she flies, would grant you a moment of tired, dimmly glowing freedom that could only be despenced in a cosmic gumball machine when you dont have the correct chage. but relax, theres always a cashier around, and i dont mean god.
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2004|07:08 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
old dirty bastard died the other day. and its a shame. it is.
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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2004|01:30 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |toxically dead]

to break out is to only break back in to something else. in this world, you can only escape for a total of 18 minutes, and after that 18 minutes is up, you find yurself at the beginning of an end, an end, that sticks to the bottom of your shoes, or he bottom of your bare feet. this rhythym that you made is a creation of something else, that has been recycled and procssed in some subconscious factory, a place that creates a new something every so oten, but by the time that mind reaches the end of the dimmly lit boardwalk, where you can see water and battery acid washing under the planks, trying to deacy the structure, but never ever ever will, it will be ended, and the balloons will most likely carry it to the next level where it will be seen as something new and celebated, unitl civiliaztion after civilization grows ccustom to it, and it just becomes something old and mistreated. this process will repeat and as we think we know best, it will be the only thing that ever really knows what goes on. and he real kickr is, that its mute, and only the cracking and swellingof wet wood will be the only sound makes.
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dirty nights with matching bed partners [Nov. 1st, 2004|02:02 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |dirty text book page]
[edible sounds |Mr. Wolf, ima robot, action action, blood bros., against me!]

i wish we were farmers, and knew how to, grow sweet potatoes, and milk cows.......... your ghost will ask my ghost, where is the love?,......... youre ghost will ask my ghost, who put these bodies bewtween us?
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beat yer kids [Oct. 29th, 2004|12:27 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |acidic scumbag]
[edible sounds |minus the bear, sex pistols, distillers, bronxxx]

im making a rap group, west coast hip hop. i jumped in a lake naked the other night. feel like thrashing my liver this weekend. im eating heart attacks on sunday night.
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several minutes unitl your in the spotlight, dont fly off, your the main attraction fashion glam kid [Oct. 5th, 2004|06:09 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |burning white night]
[edible sounds |no doubt,used,blondie,faint,postal service,head automatica]

entered a dead world.

vampires and skeletons among the night

burning freight yards and cornfields.

madd dashes to escape them.

several alliances made it wonderful.

we even met our boyfriends in rebel fags, i mean flags.


wes is ultra
jon is pop
alyssa is bright
courtney is laughing
randy is big

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(no subject) [Sep. 17th, 2004|12:17 am]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |polluted skyline]
[edible sounds |ramones]

j. ramone physically died today.
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(no subject) [Sep. 17th, 2004|12:15 am]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |neon sex]
[edible sounds |head automatica]

" ..i wanna fuck you in yer god's hands when yer praying bights the dust..."
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level headed decapitation, but relax, its only in reality. think big. [Sep. 3rd, 2004|09:27 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
iamgettingmy chance, togoandkill myself a storm. like isaidiwill rip its guts out through its face. tada. here i am. maybe i will die, do you believe in preminitions? i had one years back, that this it my stime to exit this existance. im never afriad for myself. i cant wait i am so into this. love to you and you and you.



















get sick.
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blow yer guts out with this catastrophic reasoning [Aug. 16th, 2004|09:43 am]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |draineddrained]

next hurricane that comes through these parts will have to asnwer to me. im going to go outside and cut its face up. i loved the storm itself, it was very killer and rough. and some of you reading this in the lake mary area may disagree,,,,,, but then,,,, right when youre shaking yer head, i will tell you that i also had a tornado hit my house. so a hurricane and torando came throu my parts, and in effect, i now have been without power, water, anything cold, no cooking, no air conditiong, no sleep, and barely any food for about 3 days. ive got a huge amount of scrapes on me coz i went out in the storm but alo coz i had to spend 13+ hours in the yeard clearing trees and debris. i will post you pics of the mess. i dont have skool till wednesday, and then we have another hurricane coming throuh here,,,,,, like i said before,,,,, im ready for that fucker,,,,,,,, hes toast.
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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2004|04:03 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[edible sounds |sex pistols]

murder yer friends
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(no subject) [Aug. 11th, 2004|04:26 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |predatorypredatory]
[edible sounds |vines, bronx, ladytron, doors, travis, my chem romance, BB]

tomorrow does not exist, its only a thought, and where did yestreday go? i think its so odd how people can watch movies on war and even pull a trigger themselves with eyes glaring, but we close our eyes for a kiss. Time is an invention, and by defenition invention is the act of producing something new, an original contrivance; a deciet, fiction, or forgery. Clock times do not exist, like it says in its own definiton, its fiction, so why would it be odd to think that living your life by a sci/fi flick would be wrong? what is wrong? wrong to one side is right to the other, so what is right? and where did left and right come from? youre left is not my right and my right is not youe left at this moment. Therefore, are we all "lefts and rights"?, turning sides to suit the better? why is there in the "english" language homophones? suit and suit,,, one suit is a dress item and the other is a shade of situation. "shade" is to lightly darken or a shadow covered area. "lightly" is to not do too much of something or soft, yet it does not describe anything to do with lights. Its as if it were a mother that put her child up for adoption. You would be thought of as "wrong" by many people if you were to walk into a bright room and say " this room is lightly". Notice that you can hardly say a sentence without a word with a double meaning. Realize that if we were to have a Jesus of our age, the holy symbol would be an electric chair or serenge,,, what does that say about our religion? what does that say about our laws and procedures? suddenly church and state arent so seperate in a sense. How many times has a church official wound up in jail? a "shade" of seperation of church and state is broken. ( dont take it so literal, right brainers) and that church official must have done something to wind up in jail, which means they have committed a sin, so really it seems like church and state belong together. they should get married. "As long as them queers dont get married its fine",,,,,,,, i rekon thats what they would be thinking.
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the mask has been taken off to reveal yet another and another and another and another and another an [Aug. 5th, 2004|11:07 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |contentcontent]
[edible sounds |ceiling fan melodies and harmonies with crisckets and the AC]

i fed some hippies the other day. they had a sign that said " hungry hungry hippies" and they were playing the guitar, it was a man and his lover and it was the g'damned most beautiful thing, so i went to go get them lemonade and peanut butter crackers, and we exchanged fun words and it was wonderful, i got a ticket today, my first one, in a school zone,,,,,,,, yipes,,,,, i was slowin down and i was only 10 feet in the zone and the cop literally yelled for me to stop,,,,, ahhahhahahaahahhahahahaha oh man, so now i have to take a 7 hour test/video thing,,,mmeeehhhahahahaha,,,,, i never hand any zones when i was a little kid,,,,, this is why the world is gaining a weaker side with rising generations,,,,,, kids cant survive cars anymore,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, oh dear,,,,,,,,, oh dear,,,, ive been a hurricane lately with all thats goiing on,,, its a blunderly wonderful thing. wanna join in with me? oh yeah, schools started too.
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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2004|07:47 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |contentcontent]
[edible sounds |faint, blood bros, bone thuggs, mc hammer, le tigre.]

  love can be blind, thats fine, but the absence of a sense, strengthens the others.

 

  late hard nights with the cheapest kinda love.

 

My Name Is Denver MaxCollapse )

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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2004|07:05 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |creativecreative]
[edible sounds |lady tron, blood brothers, sex pistols, the cramps, faint]

 fighting giants is what im about.

 

  the sun came again.

 

 

 

 

i eat heart attacksCollapse )

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squirm your way throught the red plastic coz this it the thunder round. [Jul. 24th, 2004|10:57 am]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |busybusy]
[edible sounds |dog barkin, broken washing machine going.]

ibitthesleeveoffoneofmyshirtsyesterday. i like it better now.
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fuckdapolicefukdapolicefukem!fuckdapolicefukdapolicefukem! [Jul. 23rd, 2004|07:56 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |creativecreative]
[edible sounds |doors, kiss, poison, awk, blood brothers, fugu.]

we went to toys R us,, me and some of my band mates that is. and it totally rocked.,,,,,,,,, people must have thought we were pedophiles or something, but hay, whos to say we aren,,,,,,,,, wait, im not saying that. g'damn it. we rule and you cant wait to see us.















this is back yard wresteling at its finest.
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ultra thunder brigade [Jul. 23rd, 2004|01:50 am]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |calmcalm]
[edible sounds |radio head.]

i drank some fekkin old water thats been on my nightstand for over a week er 2 and i feel like a dead thing coz it had algae in it. i drank a g'damned fish tank. go me.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,




















DAMNIT! go fish.
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this is turbo [Jul. 23rd, 2004|01:34 am]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |calmcalm]
[edible sounds |beloved,shins, days in between, daughters, vladamir horowitz]

most calm climatic day.





caught up with the gaps, you know.


something that i really missed. it was connected again.



friendship was put back in the rotation.


endless cycles we go through sometimes huh?


the song i want to die to is now playing.


i'm the most calm and serne thing on this coast right now.







im here, oh im here.

it comes to me in threes.

im darker skinned, old see through Tshirt, and tight but way comfy jeans.

i still have ocean salt on me.


my hair is still sandy.

i loved today.



i'm so warm and glowing.


i want to be a setting sun.
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chaostician [Jul. 21st, 2004|11:46 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |toxic!]
[edible sounds |shins, dandy warhols, bronx, billy idol, postal service]

today i watched jurassic park with my dog. and i made a shake while i did so. and i wrote down some lyrics, inspired by the movie. actually, my lyrics ended up kinda being ( work with me here) jurassic park and the flintstone cereal with acid tripping soy milk. thats what my lyrics were like. ive been making alot of stuff up. OH MAN! i saw a KFCruelty demo at the KFC on I.drive!!! and i was so stoked! i did a single no handed flip in my friends back seat wen i saw that. ive started a new series of design,,,,, alot of it is inspired by my dogs vomit,,,, you know shes pretty cutting edge in design, and i also have orca whales, and torn off body parts, and torsos and toxic things. im going to use them as my band art and it will most likely rule your fekkin guts out!



go batty.
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this is a dog that can killer sharks and ghouls [Jul. 19th, 2004|12:20 pm]
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this is my dog,,,,, she likes to be large and in charge

she often lets out great warrior cries.

 she really like to kill villages and trample over them.

 calm down jessi.     calm down

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robotic pulminary disorder [Jul. 12th, 2004|01:11 am]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |creativecreative]
[edible sounds |everything in the last post! duh!]

yeah  you guys are in for it now,,,,,, i just fi,,, fi,,,,fi,,,,FIGURED! how to put pics on this thing, so lets have a go and set back with your favorite non animal product refreshment and have a day looking at these pictu,,,ah hell, do what you want,,,,

piece of my flash art portfolio.

dont know how or who took this pic but its on y camera,,,, dah,,,,,,, cray 8's anyone?

this was just some giraffe i met at South of the border,,,,,, im normally not tempted by such beats, but this one,,,,,,,, this one was something different,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

i guess this is florida inspired art

this is actually alot better close up, but this is what i call a 12 minute disasterpiece,,, cause that how long it took me to do it,,,,, minus the wing detail,,,,,,,,, rool the damn dice michael!

 

im in the lower right foot corner,,, and im drunk off of some aussie wine,,,,,,,,,,,

 

OOLLDD HAAIIIRR!!,,, and water,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,heads up.

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im now a official LJ user [Jul. 12th, 2004|12:53 am]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |creativecreative]
[edible sounds |deathcab, secret machines, distillers, shins, bronx]

wow, i have pics now,,,,,, this is me,,,,,,,, so like hay,,,,, check me out,,,,,,

and this is my dog,,,,, thats way better than you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, go fish, betch,,,,,,,,

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electronic paralysis [Jun. 21st, 2004|01:08 am]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |dirtydirty]
[edible sounds |joy electric,zao,the clash,CO&CA,alexisonfire,flaming lips]

construction to confusion, allow me to set up the cosmic grocery list for the cosmotologist that is into the makeup of fallicies and not the make up of stars. i need seven hale marries and a third of a tokyo gasesous cloud. give them to the serpant and he will make what he will with it. trust him, they dont call him Castio for nothing. maybe one day the cure will be to find a turtle and ride it to the ocean. find your self and give good tounge. its the way the summer turns into the most purple signature of a not so royal guardian. that she will save a grey wolrd and spell things her own way. she knows not of others but of her own. she spells "she" "me",,, imagine that and stick it some place where you can pull it out when youre in a metropolis as the sun falls into the stellar flask and you are having a memorable share of time with friends. remember that day that i kissed the air and you did too. imagine how many others may have done that, relax its nothing persoanl to the cerebral temperature of a god that is not a god but indeed a mirror image of an imagination of a nation. to recap is to fall off of the unconscious incoherent train that is molded inside the body of a dragonfly and most fortune cookies. yet there is not a single or double preservative that can handle the melting of a mango scented candle in the west, however the shamrock is represented easily but tempting in the east. below is a machinary that weathers and finally learns to breathe. unfortunate cookie but in bed in makes all the celestial dough easire to rise instead of setting aforest fire in the fountain of youth. take it like you would if you were in the apew of a cliff in hawaii and never let the drunken dragin tell you that you need to free 17 fukin thousand birds at once cause its there in the featherss flying in the air that he will send an arrow your way. remember remember remember
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the words you wish you knew [Mar. 4th, 2004|03:43 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |relievedrelieved]
[edible sounds |sublime, incubus, andrew WK, death cab, jimmies chicken shak]

it feels like a seven p.m in a sunsetting downtown with freinds in a warm breeze. it feels like an outdoor bar at a beach with you pals after letting your veins become saltwater driven. it feels like a night at home with the place to yourself and you are watching a movie with a friend. it feels like a four a.m naked beach run. it feels.


",,,, in the trunk of my car"
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foot in the tide and a lime in hand [Mar. 1st, 2004|04:45 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |mellowmellow]
[edible sounds |marley,311,pepper,cky,GJ,sublime,rhcp,marsvolta]

yup, i will post pics of my tattoo soon. ive been writing alot lately lyrically. im jamming with some guys that i feel good about. were letting it flow in a natural current. its headed twards a rock/reggae dub/ jazzfunk fusion with some spanish riffs here and there. also with some acoustics and mutt style. anything we like. not aiming for what we think other will like, we are going to want people to like us becuaes of what we are, not what we think were sposed to bE!, SALTWATER SOON! i love mother ocean!!!!

flash floods never felt so well.
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saltwater system inside [Feb. 23rd, 2004|06:12 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |amusedamused]
[edible sounds |RHCP, newsAT11, the mean reds, airel kill him, sublime]

i pierced my lip today,,,,,,,,,,, i ,,,,,,,, absolutely,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, rock, TASTY STYLE! justa kiddinga,,,,, i rock semi,,,,,, but hey, Peach O's are the reason for the season, i want to go back to see the glass exhibit this weekend,,,, hopefully jon and me and some others can go,,,,,, tis kool,,,,tis rad,,,,,, tis dope,,,,,,,, later,,,,,,,,, and hay,,,,, im like,,,,,,,,, THE STUPIDEST CHAMPION!
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blown glass in the forest [Feb. 22nd, 2004|06:51 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |relaxedrelaxed]
[edible sounds |distillers, j johnson, sublime, the mean reds, brning brides]

aright, today was a loner of a kind. it was the ace of risen hearts. brad nowell came over this morning and played a whole set in my bed room while me and marley played rummy. Later around 7 a.m, andy worhol came by with salvador dali and we did some really dope works of art. we donated them. then when i went into my kitchen, there was morrison and hendrix laughing, talking bout politics, so i said hay and let them carry on. Bruce lee dropped in and we went for a walk with brad, then came back to sit on my porch, drinking grey tea. we all got real hungry so we ordered some thai food, and JFK delieverd it. we gave him a tip and i said farewell. hes actually pertty kool. soon after that, we all started to sing and jam out, worhol is actually a pretty good singer. Dali's lobster phone rang, so we answered it and it was Kurt, so we told him to come over. He looked like i had expected. Real simple. He brought along Monore, ironically, and we continued to eat some pad thai noodles. it was all pretty rad and batty. tomorrow will be equally great.
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this is the sound of a painting on a wall [Feb. 18th, 2004|07:34 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |awakeawake]
[edible sounds |H.I.M., deathcab, the iguanas, marley, rhcp, mean reds]

SHUT UP DR. PHIL! BBAAHH!
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i'll let you be my croosifikshun [Feb. 15th, 2004|01:12 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |crankycranky]
[edible sounds |lucero, MASS D!, LSP, deathcab, boysnightout]

man, i need to get one of those pictures of me, either looking away from the camera, or a pic thats printed in the negative, so i can fit with all the other live journal kids and have it on my info page,,,,, i think i may be different and have my eyes,,,, going,,,,, down to the left,,,, only slanted a bit,,,, then i will be different,,,,, yes,,,, then i will be different,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and hay,,,,,,, if there were a jesus of our age,, and we killed him like they did way back then,,,,, our holy symbol would be an electric chair or perhaps a needle,,,,, makes the religion all that much better hm,,,,,,,,good riddance
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you know you taste like cancer [Feb. 12th, 2004|04:49 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |morosemorose]
[edible sounds |boys night out, LSP, straylight run, every time i die]

telemarket me,,,,,,,,,,,, you know you taste like cancer,,,,,,,,, pop dreary,,,,,, purple and black roses at your door
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promises that only you couldnt keep [Feb. 7th, 2004|09:25 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |coldcold]
[edible sounds |undroath,everyTimeIdie, jimmiesChikenShack,coheed,straylight]

typical teenagers are laughable,,,, and there is so much typicallity out there,,,,,,(poetic license),,,,GIRLS ROCK!,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,woah,,,,, i feel i coming on,,,,,,,,,, man,,,,, my mom didnt take me to the mall,,,,,, i think im going to go try out some self mutialtion,,,, all the rage now a days,,,,,,,,, damn it! my best friend found out that i was talking shit behind her back,,,,,, fuck,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, oh well,,,,"lol, lmao, wtf, jk, OMG!",,,,,,,,, man, wastes o' time,,,,, almost as bad as me sittig here on a online journal,,,,,,,, BUT HAY I DONT GIVE FUK! holla,,,,,,,, hay life lessons,,,,, dont fuck with peoples minds,,,,,, you never know who they are or what their past has entailed,,,,,,,,, or whs going through their mind or life when you fuck with them,,,the word promised has been raped so much,,,, its ver cheapened now with most people,,,,, promises are maybes,,, maybes are nevers,,,,,, but what am i talking bout,,,,,,, i can count the highschoolers that realize this on one finger on each hand,,,,,idk,,,,,,, im just bitching,,,,,,,, blah blah blah BUM BUM BUM BUM BOO BOO BOO FUK FUK FUK FUK FUK FUK DIK DIK DIK DIK DIK DIK SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT TA TA TA TA TAY TA TOE TA TEE TEE TIZUGH!,,,,,, may aswell have been,,,,,,, this is prally just cuase i havent liberated myself in a while,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, BUGH! "sleep tight my gun",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, woops,,,, i dont want my last words to be those of others,,,,,, so,,,,,,, before i go,,,,,, remember to keep a promise,,,,, its the unique,,,,, un clicheic thing to do,,,,,, love yee mother of fuckers,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,BYE FROM,,,,,,, him,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ,,,, written by:dan
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LES ZOMBIES! [Feb. 1st, 2004|12:48 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |annoyedannoyed]
[edible sounds |lond since past, copeland, cursive, sublime, "flipper" theme]

nappy, aussie bees waxy hair,,,, tattooed,,,, soon to be lip piereced,,,,,, singer,,,, writer,,,,, tea drinker,,,,,, artist,,,simple,,,, complex,,,,, gnarly,,,,loopy,,,,batty,,,, chill,,,,intense,,, thinker,,,,, runner,,,,,, no cigs,,,, designer,,creator,,,, beach,,,, snow,,,,, water,,,,, dirt,,,,,, trees,,,,,, wind,,,,, comits,,, fire,,,,, music,,,,,,, dreamer,,, realist,,,, free lancer,,,,, free spirpt,,, any where any time,,,,anything,,, writing on a bathroom stall,,, dirty motel room,,,, traveler,,, stain,,,, scar,,,, cut,,,, band aid,,,,, mutt,,,,,, no price tags,,,, dictionary,,, faller,,,, fly,,,,, sculptor,,,, pyro,,,,, bare foot,,,,,, sand,,,,, night,,,, colorful,,, opaque,,,, transparent,,,,,translucent,,,, spread out,,,,,, divided,,,,,, insomniac,,,, deep sleeper,,, never alone,,,, alone all the time,,, peaceful,,, thrasher,,,,,, no hatered based viloence,,,,,, piano player,,, PA,,,, non time believer,,,, fuk it,,,,,, live it,,,,, live it live,,,, live music,,,, show,,,,,,,, show off,,,,,,, corner kid,,, imagine,,,,,,, up above,,,,, under you,,,,, next to you,,,, floppy disk,, hard drive,,,,, punched,,,,, kicked,,,, beaten,,,,,, blackened,,, bruised,,,, bled,,,,, laughed,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, gangster,,,,,, not classified,,,,, smile,,,,, warmth,,, kisser,,,, kissed,,,,,, experienced,,,,,, not too slutty,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, downtown,,,,, sunsetter,,,, sun riser,,,,,, gasoline,,,, city,,,,, nature,,,, polluted,,,,, smog free,,,,, toxic,,,,,,, toxic crusader,,,, bum with a pocket full of diamonds,,,,, hitch hiker,,,,, walker,,,,, naturalist,,,, equalist,,,,,, mexico,,, waves,,,,, palms,,,,, slush,,, ice,,,,, eruptoin,,,, earth quaked,,,, mud slided,,, burned,,,,, heart beaten,,, heart burned,,, heart stopped,,,,, heart fixed,,,,, not caring,,,,, care for the right ones,,,,,, easy going,,,, no schedules,,,,,,, scheduled,,,,,, musician,,,, street,,,, urban,,,,, suburban,,,,,, ?,,,,,,!,,,,,,&,,,,,, helper,,,, helpee,,,, breather,,,,, breath,,,,,,,, alive,,,,,, what else?,,,,, me,,,,,,
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talking to myslef in electron polluted airwaves [Jan. 30th, 2004|11:17 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |thirstythirsty]
[edible sounds |copeland, deathcab, jack johnson, action adventure theme]

youre about to read a converastion taht i had, but i only kept my parts,,,, ego centric or just creative, wheres the line? man, im in a bad mood,,,,,, , im just fristrated idk,,,,, what ive done to people and what people have done to me
idk just shit,,,, stuff thats brought back shitty karma nah, im just in a real fukn bad mood,,,, and i dont know where i live or why i live her, i dont know who i am no,,,,, i dont wanna hear that, i have trouble believein people when they say that, specially positive nice people ,,,,,,,,but thanks,,,, i appreciate it,,, but i just feel like i want someone to tell me that they want to like rip my face off or something,,,,, or tell me that they wanna do something like that to me,,,,,,,, and i just typed all that without looking ....i had to go back and find the keys tho,,,,,, but still ,,,,,,,,,m ready to be on my way,,,,,,idk,,,,, either spiritually,,,,,,, or life,,,,,, or physically,,,,, idk,,,,,,, yeh,,,,, thats kool, and we will do that sometime,,,,, but im thinking of this in the solitare essence,,,,, its what popped into mind first BBBBUUUUGGHHHHH, im really feeling fukt and i dont want to talk to you bout it,,, im not mad, i just dont want you to feel bad,, thats the thing ,,,,, i dont believe it i just want to leave DIRTYmotelROOM: either have something to stay for,,,, and i dont mean i dont have anything, i mean i have friendships,,, but i either wa,,,,,,FUK i dont what i want,,,,,,,, and the weird thing is, im doing this all with a poker face, and im not ever thinking twice or once bout what im typing, its just raw im just wanting to let go,,,,,,i feel like a damn poser so much .....whens sometimes?
and when does sometimes become an every day thing? sometimes is a constant exister,,,,,,, if its not sometimes with me, its sometimes with some one else, whcih still means that your living in "sometimes" ,,,,,,,,,so seomtimes either doenst exist or the oppostie of sometimes is non existant,,,,, i want to let it all go,,,yeh and in my heart, i wanna skrew some people and then be on my way,,,,,, to imagary and metaphors,,,,,,,,, im like a walking bad song ,,,,,,, aright ,,,,,nah, its not that
,,,,,,,,,i just know that you think alot of things,,,, like things are always on your mind,,,, strong guys are only in fairlytales but who says life isnt one? you say life isnt a fairy tale? i thnk that it could be,,,,, they have to originate from something,,,,, ive met a real cinderella,,,,,,, dont they all? ,,,,,, she was a broken beauty,,,, but the slipper didnt fit,,,,, well, shoes are just shoes,,,,,,yup,,,, im reminded of tha twith every shapr pain that i have ,,,,,,love ya too ,,,,,ha,,,,,, im a walking bad song in a fiary tale,,,,,, the underdog,,,,, they always come out ontop ....hah,,, im the person that views the stories, im every townsperson,,,,, by they have lives too,,,,,,,: respectable ,,,,,aright take it easy and take it well, later ,,,ha yeh ,,,,,, yup,,,,,,, its yet to have been written ,,,,, i live mine at the will of the author,,,, the author,,,,, dk who yet,,,,,,, its prally going to be me ,,,,,,yup ,,,,thats all that im about,,,,,to drive a point,,,,,you the same
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ive tried 5 months a minute [Jan. 22nd, 2004|05:01 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |hornyhorny]
[edible sounds |cursive, LSP, rory, static lullaby, and other shit im my hed]

hay hay hay all ye muthafukkas,,,,, my effing G!,,,,,, shits been so loopy,,,,,,,,,,,,, i hit a HUGE ass breaking point,,, and when i say huge ass, i mean big ghetto ass thik booty,,,,, but im staying in FL now,,,,,,, oh yeh, i got a trip to the ER,,,,,, i fainted in the shower, fell out onto the ground, shower curtain and rod came outta the wall,,,,,, parents found me,,,,,, took me to the ER,,,,, the things that i remember are kinda opaque,,, kinda toxic or polluted feeling,,,, but i remeber yelling er telling some people to hurry up and take this lady that was crying, back to the rooms to get her some help,,,,, then i remember all the tests they put me through,,,,, real shitty my friends,,,, after 5 hours of testing, they said that something was srong with my heart, and its not beatig right,,,,,,,,,,, maybe a broken heart?,,,, man, thatd get me some huge "emo points",,,,, an actual BROKEN HEART HOLY SHIT!,,,,, but yeh, people thought that i was a herowin addict cause the i.v left a nasty ass bruise on my arm,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, im getting my license soon, the 29th,,,,, check that shit out,,,,,, i found a van for 700 bux,,,,, not bad at all,,, and im going to spray paint it and have a pic of hendrix or martin luther king jr. on the front of the hood,,,,, then im ripping out the back row seats so i have room for my PA and my bands equip,, and i will be getting the rims from auto zone for a price or 9 dollas and 99 cents.,,,, ill only put 2 of them on there tho,,,,,,, god im going to be the most superior person out there,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ehehm,,,,,,, right, but things seem ok now, NO THEY DONT!,,, watever its all relative,,,, live to live,,,, i used to take thigns one way, now i sit back and smoke an invisible blunt infront of an imaginary sunset in mexico or indo. ,,,,,, and id love to respond to peoples posts and stuff, but i guess that the gods of LJ wont let me, due to the fact that i didnt follow directons right,,,,,, jeez,,, im a LJ rebel,,,,,, more emo points?,,, nah,,,, JUSTA KIDDINGA,,, i have nothing against "emoness",,,, but im sorry, classifications are just really sorry and tired to me,,,, youre you,,,,, im sure you hate stereotypes so dont classify yourself,,,,well,,, actually, do what you want, this is just me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, later byakx,,,,,, oh,,, and its been 21 days since ive had any type of sexual stuff,,,,, no self, and no sex, infomercials with chuck norris look goo to me at this point,,,,,,
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all the gangsters are down,,,,,? [Dec. 22nd, 2003|06:23 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |restlessrestless]
[edible sounds |um, the desparacidos, cursive, my chem romnace, the faint]

hay,
love rekindeling stuff,,,,,,,,, times are getting shorter i think in FL, so im NC bound once again,,,, things happen in non wavable waves,,,,, what am i talking about? mayeb i could be a side kick to something one day,,,,,, then maybe i can take over and go down my own path and get my mouth full of gold and platinum,,,,,, so holler my people,,,,,,,,,,,,, i spent the day listening to music,,,,, videogames,,,, sewing my clothes,,,, idk why, i just wanted to do something differnt to my clothes,,,,,, and i found thread,,,,, so i started,,,,,, its all over but only in spots,,,,,,, and you'll just have to see it,,,, but along with that i worked on differnt styles in my voice,,,,, ive already got a few styles down,,,, ive been woprking on kinda a grunge sound but not traditional grunge, someting with some more influecnes and emptiness yet whole,,,, yeh,,, and i think i actualyl felt me growing man boobs from the food tday,,,,,,,,,, yeh its all relative,,,, they wont be there tmarra,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHA!,,,,,biznak,,,,,,,,take it up, later,,,,
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carrots anythree? [Dec. 5th, 2003|11:10 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |kooky]
[edible sounds |new, brand deja entendu]

yeh,,,,its been a while,,,,, ive felt alot of things since my last entry but its life,,,,,,, i didnt set up my LJ right at the beginning so i cant comment or respond to comments,,, so i'll do it huRR,,, i'm not really "emo" for classifications,,,( what a waste of time,,, no offense) i know what ya meant. but its just sometimes i get down cuase i am "depressed" i guess, but i work real hard on it not getting me,,,, so thats how i deal it. and it working relaly well,, im happy alot now,,,tonight was fun. i hung out with my freinds and a newer friend at zac's casa. we hung out and had ajam session. i really got to talk to this kik ass betty known as Brooke. shes pretty funny, and shes real. like she realizes the things that i do and somethings more than i do, so it keeps things interesting. shes easy to talk to. ,,,,,, im a liver as in life..... i dont get it,,,,,,,,, im semideeply happy,,,,,,, im a trace a full happines, and at times i am,,, i am happy and content,,,,, im at the point to where things dont get to me,,,,, i just chalk it up to something that just happens,,,,,,, trust me i think about and analyze everything,,,,,, thats a reason why i cant sleep some nights and have become sorta an insomniac,,,,, im like a radio dile,,, ok,,,,,,,, im good,,,, im collected but wild,,,,,, i feel fine, im honestly happy now,,,,,,,,, whoa,,,,,, live journals work like a,,,,, like a,,,,,, NO IM SERIOUS!! no sarcasm,,,,,,, im feeling good,,,,,, aaahhh,,,,, life is gonna be something great,,,,, its getting there,,,,,, i love you guys,,,, KISS ME IM EMO!,,,,,,NO YOURE NOT,,,,,,,,,, ta he he he,,,,, muchos love to you guys,,, 40oz of love,,,,,,
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chesbolic frenzy whatever [Nov. 21st, 2003|11:28 pm]
shimmer sparrow shimmer
[the color paint that i am to be |contemplativecontemplative]
[edible sounds |quiet]

depresion hit hard tonight,,,,,, i feel like a damn emo kid,,,,,,, its the first time in a while,,,,,,,, ive been fighting it off fer a llllloooonnnngggggg time,,,,, but what ever is how it goes,,,,,,,,, i got suprised with a surgery this afternoon,,,,,, my mom said it was a consultation,,,,,, next thing i know,,,, im under the knife watching the whole time as my arm is cut,,,,,,, skin is pilled up,,,,, skin is cut off with surgical scissors,,,,,, and then i got to see what the inside of an arm looks like,,,, then i got 60 stitches,,,,, 30 inside 30 outside,,,,, what a suprise,,,,,,,, i met a kool nurse tho, her name is jessica and shes prety sweet, shes friendly,,,,, we need more people like her in the world from what i can tell of her so far,,,,,, peace and bliss and shit,,,,,,,
yours truely,
pukevomitlove
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